May 28, 2010 ♥
モデル? ♥ 8:32 PM
Yo, I have been gone for a bit but I do have some news to share. I tried out for a modeling pageant.. Which is something I usually wouldn't care to do. I went into the competition pretty stubborn. Just because I was late and I didn't feel prepared. I mean all the others girls that are there, probably prepared for this a long time ago and even want this more then I do...and there you have me not even worrying so much about winning. To be honest, I don't care about being in first place. Does that make me bad? Should I not be there.. with girls who want it more? Well, in the mail came a few packages.. "You are a State Finalist (2010)" wth!?!?
I am going to be going to Hollywood and Disneyworld in Califorinia. O_O I'm going to be going through some model training before I leave with a few other girls. I want.. to be there. I am not sure how I will be around the other girls but I'm in it for the experience and to build my self confidence ^-^ which is what this trip emphasizes and I like that. Right now I am working on getting some sponsors. It's been pretty tough but it's coming along. Tomorrow is my first call back so I'm going into the city! I love it there.. がんばってる
I also love seeing all the support from everyone.. My loved ones -w- they're really amazing and it's nice to hear "I'm proud of you", you know?
ja~ I'll keep you up to date with the whole experience. I know I want to bring my laptop when I leave so the hotel should have online access o.o hopefully not blocked. Alright bai bai (^^)/)
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