She is from South Korea and I hope we stay friends forever~
Ok so here's my package~
I was so happy to find all this stuff inside~
There's her letter/some korean posters inside it, a beautiful Traditional Korean New years day card, and some choco pies~ Yummy |^-^| 맛있어요~There were 2 more but my bro ate one with me. But what I love the most is The letter filled with love! Hehe it seriously is.. I can see how much time she put into it..
Ok so, a lot has happened lately. I used some of my b-day money to get a few things online. Since I've been really serious about my japanese language study, I ordered a few things to help me.
A Kanji practice writing book, it has boxes to write the kanji's in.
I also got a Japanese Ink pen for the kanji and it looks really kool when you write with it~! I'm still not used to it though. So excuse my sloppy writing.. I really love the stickers they put in the book. スパーかわいいね～
This is a random picture I drew with the pen. I like it.
Then *drum roll* I ordered Tadashii Kanji Kakitori-kun. This is a DS game that helps with writing a kanji in the proper stroke order, being able to read it..etc and you get graded as if it was your own little private pocket class. I've been wanting this for a while now.. yay! hehe
of course.. I'm writing Kyo's name |<#<|
Then I ordered some makeup. Yesh.. |=w=|/) I did.. I got an 88 Matte Eyeshadow Pallete. Which I feel was a smart choice because you get (88) different colors for $18.95, I believe.. And it's better then individually buying shadows that are $5.50 each.. a lot of the times they're more than that so.. |>.>| yeah.
It hasso manybeautiful colors!!
Then I got 2 Casuelle Lip glosses, Clear Casuelle mascara and Suki brown toned loose powder. The Powder is very shimmery! I didn't know it was going to have sparkles but it might look really nice ne~? |O3o|
And then... I ordered myself some Curls Gel-Les'C from curls.biz... My hair is naturally curly so I need to find some good products to help my hair become more moisturized and I really want to define my curls. So I'm on the search for the right products that work well for my hair. I was really impressed when I saw how many samples were thrown into my box!! And they are in these kool capsules that look small but they actually last pretty long |O_O| Or maybe its just me?
It's my birthday today~! Although I didn't do anything wild, fun, or insane today.. I just felt so happy and loved after reading all the messages I got on my FB page.. *blushes* also I really enjoyed my bro's gifts to me.. but it seems I still have more on the way~ thanks to my mommy (-w-) anyway I was going to take some pictures of my gifts but since I dont have all of them and I feel so tierd Im going to just do it in my next post (Owo)
Well, lately I've been finding myself enjoying makeups, clothes, accessories, etc... Which I never really cared so much about before but now.. (-w-) it's different. There's some brands that I have been loving and I want to share them m-kay?
First brand is a Japanese Brand called "Listen Flavor"
Gaaah~ (>w<) these leggings are too delicious and I even love the shoes. For me it's hard to take a liking to other shoes outside of converse lmao. But not these..
I really adore theses frilly shorts~ I can see wearing them and having a skirt-like effect but still being able to move around freely.
Now I just told u I'm pretty much in love with converse.. So when I saw these shoes I just died!! hehe I want pretty much ever color. With Listen Flavor I would love to buy so much of their stuff but it's so expensive, definitely with the shipping costs. *tear*
The next is a Gyaru brand called Spiral Girl. I found it in one of my Gyaru magazines. But it really LOVE this jacket. I reminds me of one of Kyo kun's jacket's but like.. girl version.
The next Brand is one of my absolute favorites along with ,Listen Flavor, its called "Banana Fish".. but I didn't want to take up too much room with pictures.
Alright for makeup.. I really like Dolly Wink's (Koji) stuff. They have false lashes, eye liners, very colorful nail polishes etc.. As for lashes I love No. 1 and No. 6
The strip is clear for a more natural look and i just really like them. def No.6 with the dramatic lower lash look *loves*
Heres some polishes
so colorful and fun~ *dances* I want 7,8,3, 4, 5, 9 and all of the bigger pics of polish here.
Well, I've been practicing A LOT of guitar this summer. Since I haven't been able to take any classes.. I ended up just teaching myself to play along with my fave songs. I've been getting better at it!! But it just hurts (\(-m-;;| Both hands get sore because I lost my picks and I just pluck along with my fingers instead now... I found something close enough to a pick but I got so used to plucking that I just tossed it aside (>w<)
Anyway oh I remember one of the last things I was talking about.. I was saying dir en grey was coming for a signing and such. Yeah.. there wasn't a signing.. It was just the U.S release date... =m= facebook shouldn't of did that invitation crap thing. They made a lot of people confused.. I'm obviously guilty hehe. But now I'm positive that they are coming and this time it's not just a "signing" it's a F---in' concert!! (@w@) im so excited! Because I actually thought I'd have to wait till Nov. to see them again. But they are coming next month!! I have to be there... so I hope everything works out. Btw I know I haven't writtien lately.. A lot of things on my mind and also just trying to keep myself busy with things. I guess to shut away those bad thoughts, you know.
Oh right! I'm not sure if I told you guys this yet but~ I made a Yaplog~ for those who don't know, thats a Japanese blog site. Gaaah I need to post on that too.. I also need to go to sleep lmao here's the link to my page --------> http://yaplog.jp/roozu_ai69/
Well there is only 2 more days till I can see Dir En Grey in front of me again. Even though I wish it was a concert, just being in their presence makes me so happy.. So I don't mind. To be honest it's actually one day for me since im leaving my house to go see them, June 21 and then we'll see them June 22 12am so yeah~ The time is really crazy but I understand it. It's the signing for the Uroboros - with the proof in the name of living... At Nippon Budocan DVD I talked about. I also got a Dir En Grey wristband for Kyo kun to sign -w- heh.. then after he signs it, I plan to give him something ^^ It's so weird I was mostly excited about this day!! B-but now I'm getting a little nervous. Kyo is someone that I admire and really inspires me. I care a lot about him and to be able to stand not only in front of my favorite band.. But to see Kyo looking back at ME.. ahh I just dont want to freeze up like an idiot. Also I've already got signatures from Die and Shinya already. And if there's a signing.. Usually there is someone missing.. (Kyo) so I hope he makes it to this one. It would mean a lot. Not only to me but I'm sure their other fans would love to see the band together at this event. It's weird though.. this feeling in my heart.. every time I think of how many days are left... oh.meh.gaaah..
OH my friend sent me this epic video hehe and it definitely chilled my nerves a bit Owo
みんなさん！元気ですか。 I went to Japan Day, Sunday. It was really delicious~! So many great performances. A favorite of mine was by GRAMM aka VY, while a awesome fashion show went on. It made me look up their music. I really liked the guitarist ^-^ and Moa chan is cute too hehe. I wish Japan Day never ended!! It was a really nice event and I would love to go again. What was really kool was that I randomly got asked for pictures. The first one.. I was like.. "Me? O_O;" hehe and the second time I was really flattered. Also getting lost with my brother and his friends was pretty crazy lmao. We ran for a bus that actually ended up taking us the total opposite direction -w-.. We made so many mistakes but luckily we had the "all day fun day pass" or something like that? Oh and I saw this guy that I saw before some where but I can't remember.. He's kinda cute o.o.. and I was staring at him. But he caught me staring.. twice O#o I was really embaressed. On top of that my bro was trying to push me towards him... gaah~ meanie. I know he wants me to speak up for once. But the dude was gorgeous.. he couldn't of been single -m- lmao plus by the look he gave me after he caught me.. I'd totally be rejected.. but my bro's friends seemed to disagree with me on that.. Oh weird.. I just remembered.. I had a dream of it.. That's where I saw him. Maybe I should of said something. Before he disappeared..
Yo, I have been gone for a bit but I do have some news to share. I tried out for a modeling pageant.. Which is something I usually wouldn't care to do. I went into the competition pretty stubborn. Just because I was late and I didn't feel prepared. I mean all the others girls that are there, probably prepared for this a long time ago and even want this more then I do...and there you have me not even worrying so much about winning. To be honest, I don't care about being in first place. Does that make me bad? Should I not be there.. with girls who want it more? Well, in the mail came a few packages.. "You are a State Finalist (2010)" wth!?!?
I am going to be going to Hollywood and Disneyworld in Califorinia. O_O I'm going to be going through some model training before I leave with a few other girls. I want.. to be there. I am not sure how I will be around the other girls but I'm in it for the experience and to build my self confidence ^-^ which is what this trip emphasizes and I like that. Right now I am working on getting some sponsors. It's been pretty tough but it's coming along. Tomorrow is my first call back so I'm going into the city! I love it there.. がんばってる
I also love seeing all the support from everyone.. My loved ones -w- they're really amazing and it's nice to hear "I'm proud of you", you know?
ja~ I'll keep you up to date with the whole experience. I know I want to bring my laptop when I leave so the hotel should have online access o.o hopefully not blocked. Alright bai bai (^^)/)
Today I created my Kanji name! My japanese name is コオトニイ. Thats it's katakana form. This is my name in Kanji form~ 小大図新. It's so beautiful~! I have to practice writing it. hehe anyway together my name says "Little precious drawing; new". Which I think is pretty cool since I love to draw and it's in my name Owo Well this was short.. -o- I'll be posting again soon... maybe bai~!
I changed my Blog today~!! Yay~ It looks sooo delicious >W<
I love it! It took me a while though... to figure out how the hell to get everything right.. So yeah.. I ended up using Youtube to help spell it out to me.. YESH I watched a tutorial. But hey, atleast I go it now~ I found out that I needed to revert it back to classic mode or something... hmm
Anyway, I've been drawing a lot lately.. My drawings have been coming out really niicely. But I still want to get better =w= I'm such a perfectionist and I know it. It's crazy though, I started to notice that my art is becoming more darker and have an excuse to have blood in it (sometimes.. hehe i like blood) I don't know why but dark art interests me and it doesn't make me down or depressed at all. I could be eating an icy and laughing my @$$ of at "Mighty B" (yesh.. I watch that show.. its funny) while drawing dark art ^^ Hm.. for example stuff like Coraline, Nine, The Night Before X-mas, Invader Zim, and Courage the Cowardly Dog are types of dark art.. or dark comedy. I like it!
I'm a little worried. My health has gotten better and I was happy because I need to make sure my voice was ready when I go for voice lessons. But now as I'm getting close to a voice lesson class (date) my throat is killing me. (today) I really hope that it's just a sore throat because I can't get sick AGAIN.. I think I'll make some tea~ Yum (^-^) hehe
Yesh.. I am making another post. I have a lot on my mind
plus I haven't been posting so I have somethings to say ^-^
Anyway I am so happy because I got to spend time with my little brother~ my twin~ heh.. ok I'll admit.. we're not blood related but we might as well be. We are totally convinced that he is my twin reincarnated lmao -w- seriously but anyway.. we haven't seen each other in awhile and just have to say that I realize how happy I am with him and how weird it is when we think so much a like and how I can feel him when he's sad, happy or etc. I don't know.. it's weird. But yeah he invited me to a baby shower of his sisters since he wanted me to meet his family. It was pretty crazy because his girl friend doesnt really agree with our hanging out unless she's there *cough* Like I would molest my lil bro~? lmao but anyway I got to meet a lot of cool people. Which was good for me because I haven't been that social lately. The fact that I even traveled by myself.. was pretty shocking.. but I wanted to see him so ^o^ yeah... I ended up sleeping over and that was the best. He taught me how to play piano.. I learned Simple and Clean and some other beautifuls songs of his own. Then he taught me how to play some bass guitar~ woot! It was just really awesome.. heh.. He means a lot to me..
I actually did write a whole niice post.. then when I clicked (post) it gave me an error message and erased most of my work. Ugh, that pissed me off so I just gave up. But nows I've been encouraged to write again!
Oh~ I got back from Boston, Monday the 5th, and I must say it was MORE then amazing. I am really happy I went to that Anime Con. Lets see~ there was the performance by the Video Game Orchestra.. which made me and my friend cry like little babies. I mean it was seriously too beautiful and perfect. Defintely hearing Dearly Beloved (Kingdom hearts) live... then folowed by passion, simple and clean, and the Final fantasy music... then even meeting the composer of final fantasy music himself.. gaah just too much!! Then there was the RAVE. Which was much mooore then I expected. I stayed till it ended which was around 2:00-2:30am. After that there was the concert for MYM chan~ Opening for her was Renie(raini?), gaaah~ she was sooo cute. O#O B-but anyway MYM's performance was so delicious. After about 3 songs in everyone was going crazy for her and screaming "I Love You" and she smiled and started to cry. We cheered louder but the more we cheered the more she cried. She even tried speaking to us in broken english hehe like "You guyz frukin rawk~!" so cuute and " I am so happy berry much" *snuggles her* at the end she couldn't stop crying and said " this I will never forget" TTwTT i loved that.. But when she left the stage I could still see her on the side crying and smiling.. so i yelled "MYM ちゃんがすごい～!" (MYM is amazing~!) and she dropped to her knees and cried harder.. I was so worried that I made things worse. But then I forgot that I made her happier because she was crying tears of joy~ She was so sweet and I will support her.
Oh! and when I was buying some stuff I was so surprised when I found a poster of Kyo~!! of course I got it... *loves*
Gaaah > <; As the anime con is crawling near.. I have yet to still get those darn costumes O-o
Seriously I am not slacking off!! But the costumes aren't cheap nor is the train ride and hotel. Then of all times...
My third favorite band LM.C are coming back to the U.S! They haven't been here in 2 years so its a special event! But they're going to LA for it.. buuuu o3o That experience would be wonderful. Plus I would be getting a bit of both because the event is actually a anime con and they are guests in it~ I could even stop at the wonderful Japan Town they have there. But since I'm already agreed to Anime Boston I can't do so... But hey it's okay ne~? Not really!!! I already started feeling bad about how much money it's going be.. And when it comes to music.. it's very important.. And definitely the bands that are my favorite. I want to support them. hmm.. well if I'm going to put down the LM.C event, I have to go into this Anime Con with a BANG! (AND GET THOSE COSTUMES >.>;;)
So desu ne.. Well I just recently found out that one of my favorite manga's were turned into an anime. It's called "Kimi ni Todoke" (Reaching You) The anime is so great<33 I can see it's going to be taking up most of my time~ besides studying japanese. =w= I mean recently I've been a study whore making sure I fit study time in and downloading useful worksheets and audios O-O;
But anyway this anime really makes me sit back and think.. Stereotyping and such are just totally out of hand.. not only that but people are always so quick to judge.. Now let me not be a hypocrite here because I do admit I have judged someone before by the people who surround them. For example if the person is with a group of people who are loud, cursing, and causing trouble I'll assume I know what type of person they are and it would be a type I don't like. But the point is I do notice that judging people is wrong and can lead to many misunderstandings.. In Kimi ni Todoke, Sawako is a girl who is misunderstood by her class mates.. as she may come off a little creepy with her appearance ( the usual long black hair kind of covering the face japanese horror type look) Instead of Sawako they call her SaDAko which is the name of the girl from the ring... they make up rumors like if you stare into her eye's more then 3 seconds you'll get cursed and such.. I mean come on~! lmao and she's the sweetest girl too ^^; the anime is adorable.. I really don't know how much I should explain just in case someone hasn't seen it and is interested. But It is a must see/must read anime/manga in my book~ hohoho.. definitely those who like romance comedys like me.
Well.. I've been kinda of wondering if spring is coming or not? O-o;
I mean finally getting a lot of snow to complete X-mas was perfect..
But December is long gone and we had blizzards and it looks like winter wonderland o..o;;
But surely but slowly it'll melt.. >.> I guess I'm thinking about the spring so much because in April I'm going to an Anime Con with my friends. I'm to cosplay as Tifa Lockhart <3 from final fantasy and I am also going to be a little lolita girl ^^ ; hehe
I'm a little stressed about that.. I mean It's not up to me.. It's up to my mom.. I'm not the one with the money you know...? So I have to wait on her.. and my mother's the type of person that will just wait on something until last minute.. and this type of event has to be planned out earlier.. like the fact that I don't have my costumes yet~! > < I mean yes I am happy that I'm going but.. where am I going with no costume to cosplay with? I don't know.. but I need to keep stressing the importance of "now" and finally..
I'm also going crazy because I think my house has a whole or something~!! Lately I've been having the worst urges to draw.. But I can't because I can't find my tablet anywhere @-@
And I could draw by hand but I've drawn so much that have no more drawing supplies left.. I would like to go get more but as usual I asked my mom to help with that so.. it'll take awhile of course.. But the answer to that would be get a freaking job!!! but I have social anxiety and thats not good if I have work with people ne?
NickNames: Blackrose, kooto chii, kii, kourt Kali Kya, Daidaiiro Ai, Xiao Mei Gui (my chinese name. Given to me by Adeline<3)
Age :18
Sign :Virgo
Blood: B-
S or M:私はMです
Contact : email: littledeathrose@hotmail.com (you can add me) or use Cbox
of course.. I'm writing Kyo's name |<#<|
♥ Lovely-MocoChang †
Kyo
